Tuesday, April 12, 2011

There's a spring in my step...


So spring is in full force, the sun is shining, and my spirits are high. This past weekend I took two fantastic trips to the nearby countryside to see the sights and enjoy the flowers in bloom.
On Saturday, a group of us headed to Gyeongju, a two-hour ride on the slow train north of Busan, to rent bikes and ride around the lake. The train went along the coast and was a beautiful start to the day. Although the day didn't go as smoothly as planned, we had a wonderful time. We grabbed some lunch, and then spent about 20-30 minutes just crossing the four-lane street because we couldn't decide where to go first and didn't know which side to catch the bus.
We finally settled on taxis, and it's a good thing we did since the traffic was terrible and it took us 45minutes to get to the lake, which would normally be a 15-20min drive. Once at the lake we rented our bikes (5,000w each for 2 hours), and went on our way...until we were stopped by traffic cops.
Apparently the path around the lake was for pedestrians only, no bikes allowed.
So, our 2 hours of biking ended up being about 15min of biking, parking our bikes, taking pictures and relaxing by the lake, then a 15min bike ride back. Though not quite what we'd planned, even the short bit of biking was lovely, and it was fun to take in the sights. We grabbed a taxi back, leaving 45 min to get to the station to catch the train...and this time it took 15-20min to get back, leaving us time to rest at the station before heading home.
Once in Busan, a few of us went to JK Factory, a new bar that was opening overlooking Gwangan-li Beach.
They were offering free quesadillas, and when they brought beef, they were kind enough to make me an additional, also free, cheese and veggie one! We played some darts, had a couple drinks, and then called it a night early, around 10pm, when most people were arriving. We took some pics and a break on the beach, and then caught the bus. It was a full, beautiful day, and I slept soundly for the first time in a week.

On Sunday I headed to Ulsan via the KTX to meet another group of friends for a day trip to Yangsan, just north of Busan. The KTX line has made it faster for me to go to Ulsan than to go across the city.
High speed rail is genius. 8,000w for a 20 min trip that would take 2-2 1/2 hours by subway/bus. I got there faster than my friends from Ulsan. Ok, so anyway, we met there and then took the #13 local bus to my friend's cafe in Yangsan. It's called Lakeside Cafe Somok, and he's also building a gallery to showcase indpendent artists' work, and hoping to do some independent films screening there as well in the future. The location is stunning, and I highly recommend visiting if you're taking a trip to Tongdosa, which is about 10min away by car or bus from his cafe.
For the cafe get off the 12 or 13 bus at Bang-gi Cho-dong Hak-gyo/ Bang-gi Elementary School. We lazed around there eating and sipping coffee and wine, and having great conversation. It was a relaxed afternoon in the sun, with the cherry blossoms and mountains providing a great backdrop to the good company and food. As the sun started to head for the mountains, we headed to Tongdosa (Tongdo Temple). The drive was beautiful, as we passed a cherry blossom festival and streets lined with the full trees.
The road to the temple was hung with the first round of lanterns in preparation for Buddha's birthday in a few weeks. The temple grounds were stunning, with multiple temples dotting the landscape. Buddha's remains are in a special courtyard, instead of the usual statue. It's good luck to walk around 7 times, and you make a wish, which I spontaneously decided was exactly what I needed right now, and promptly joined behind two other women. It was a peaceful experience, and I went away feeling lighter and more calm. As the sun set, the buildings gained an added beauty, and the calm that was settling over the whole place was mesmerizing. I could have stayed for hours, but the light was going and we had to get back.

Weekends like these make me so grateful to be here.

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Snow Days, V-Days, St.Patty's Day and Birthdays!

...Disappearing Days...
This blog has not been as easy to keep as anticipated. In part, this is due to the inordinate about of time I spend on other things. In part, it's simply because I've been too lazy to collect my thoughts in this manner. When I have time, I rarely have the energy to sort through events and put them down on "paper." I remember thinking, "Wow, it's February. Where has the time gone?" Already, I'm facing the last day of March and can't figure out what happened to the last two months. February had some great moments. A few friends came to visit from Seoul and we went to the Trick Art Exhibit while it was visiting Busan. The pictures we took are a lot of fun - this was one of my favorites, just because it reminded me of the way I felt when I read books as a child. I always wanted to just climb into another world.
...Valentine's Day/Snow Day...

On Valentine's Day I woke up to a very special sight - SNOW! This time it wasn't just a few flakes, it was a Busan Blizzard. Of course, that's not anything like a real Wisconsin/Michigan/New York blizzard, but it was exciting nonetheless. We even got a snow day at work, with all classes canceled! I yelped for joy :o) I went outside with a childishly happy grin plastered over my face, stuck out my tongue to catch the flakes, and practially skipped down the snowy sidewalk. As I walked, I took in the sights: cars swerving and squealing as their brakes fought for traction, people trying to shovel the sidewalk with cardboard torn from boxes or with dustbins, and happy couples shielding themselves from the falling snow with big umbrellas. In the midst of all of that madness was a cheerful blond from the northern states of the USA, thrilled to be walking in a belated winter wonderland - and even happier knowing it wouldn't last long : ) I joined my friend, Alice, for coffee and shopping, and bought a skirt in a size I haven't worn in three years - so that was exciting! Then, we headed out to visit our friend on Yeong-do, an island in Busan. We took the subway to the bridge, and then waited for a bus. And waited. And decided to get a taxi instead. And waited. And finally got on a bus going over the bridge just to get on the island, figuring we could catch the right bus on the other side. In the end, from the time we started waiting until we got to the other side, it took about an hour to an hour and a half. Normally it's a ten minute trip, tops! The traffic was so terrible that I was almost scared. As we crossed the bridge we saw an ambulance lifting a man off the ground in a lane going the other way. He looked to be alright, but I wondered how many other accidents were happening around the city. It was madness all around. We finally got to the other side and hopped off, only to discover that all of the buses to our friend's side of the island had stopped running, and none of the taxis would take us that direction. We debated: give up and trek back over the bridge and home, or walk to our friend's. We walked. And walked. And walked. Down a hill, up a hill, and along a beautiful coastal path we trudged, along with many others who had gotten stranded that evening. It was one of the most beautiful nights I've seen in Korea. The snow muffled the usual sounds of the city, and the whiteness clung to every surface, except the sea, which reflected all of the lights of the harbor onto the screen of snow blanketing the hills surrounding the port. It was breathtaking. The picture doesn't do it justice at all. The next morning when we woke, we looked out my friend's window onto the rocky coastline and couldn't see a trace of the snow from the day before. Once we walked down to the bus stop, we saw a few patches here and there, but if I hadn't had the pictures to prove it, I might not have believed the snow was ever there.

...V-Day/The Vagina Monologues...

A few weeks later it was time for our second annual performance of The Vagina Monologues. I was thrilled to be one of the few returning cast members from last year, and happy to meet a wonderful new cast of women. Last year we raised approximately $1,600 for a shelter south of Seoul that supports victims of sex trafficking in Korea, particularly near US military bases. In addition, we gave 10% of our profits last year to the women and children of the Democratic Republic of Congo, where rape has been widely used as a method of war. Last year, that was the spotlight charity for the V-Day foundation. This year we found a women's shelter in Busan to donate our proceeds to, and had a goal of beating our total from last year. In the end, we not only beat our total from last year, but we more than doubled it! Our final total was 3.5million won, or approximately $3,300. I had the job of counting the cash, and I was so astonished that I counted a third time to be certain that the number was correct. I was blown away by the support of this community. I know that money is going to make a huge difference in the lives of women and children in our community here in Busan. To start the weekend of raising funds and awareness, we held a "Voices for Vaginas" all-women acoustic music night the Friday before the show. I sang "Landslide," by Stevie Nicks, and "Piece of my Heart," by Janis Joplin, and a number of other talented women performed as well, to a packed crowd that often sang along. We started collecting money that night and we filled two huge donation boxes of clothing and toiletries, too. That Sunday, the show was sold out, and, unfortunately, we had to turn lots of people away. Amazingly, some of them came back at intermission or later in the show to get standing room or to take the places of people who left early. It was a wonderful show. I was in two of the pieces. The first piece was done with two of us - a Korean woman and myself - telling the story of the Korean "Comfort Women," who were forced into sexual slavery for the Japanese Army during WWII. She spoke in Korean and I gave the translation. The "comfort women" who are still alive go to the Japanese Embassy every Wednesday in Seoul to ask the Japanese government to acknowledge this history and to apologize to the women. To this day no apology has been given. There is a house, The House of Sharing, where some of the women live. It is also a museum dedicated to teaching people about the "Comfort Women," and educating people about sexual slavery, particularly as a part of war. I hope to get there before I leave Korea. After the piece, most of the audience was in tears, and Yuni and I were shaking when we got offstage. I didn't even realize how emotionally overwhelmed I was until I was sitting down and we all were just shaken and crying. I spent weeks memorizing, and thought I'd gotten desensitized, but in that room, saying those words to a crowd of Koreans and foreigners, I was completely taken over by the power, sadness, and anger in the words we were speaking. I'm grateful to have been able to be part of telling a story that needs to be heard and remembered, especially here. The second piece I did was written by Eve Ensler. It's for a woman, Myriam Merlet, who was an activist in Haiti - she actually brought The Vagina Monologues to Haiti for the first time in 2001 - and who died in the earthquake. It was the spotlight piece for this year, and 10% of our donations went to the Women and Children of Haiti, this year's V-Day charity.

...St. Patty's Day/Shana's Birthday...

March began quietly enough, with a single weekend of rest before starting a month filled with birthday celebrations. I headed up to Seoul for St. Patty's Day weekend, from Friday night the 18th-Sunday the 20th, to celebrate my friend Shana's birthday, and to see the St.Patty's day celebrating in Seoul. We saw a lot of people dressed in green, some dressed as leprechauns, and some just there to see what the fuss was about. It was a fun weekend, but by the end I was exhausted, and I spent the following week just resting up to be refreshed for my own birthday celebrations.

...My Birthday...

My birthday was, in short, fantastic. Four of my friends from Seoul came to visit, plus I was surrounded by the wonderful friends I've made in Busan over the last year and half! I started the day with a trip to the Busan International Kite Festival, which was one of my favorite events last year, and was even better this year. I bought a traditional kite for myself, as well as a few modern, and thus more child-friendly, kites for my nieces and nephews! I had a blast testing out the kids' kites with my friend Derek. I also enjoyed watching the competitions with the traditional kites, where one cuts the string of the other - like The Kite Runner, if you've read the book or seen the movie (which, oddly enough, I haven't). The competitors have these amazing leather bags for their string, and a lot of them have these cool old grizzly beards that make it seem like the wind grew wispy clouds on their chins.

After our afternoon on the beach, we headed for a late afternoon tea at my favorite tea house in Nampo-dong, a part of Busan near the port and near the international market, which is huge. They gave us a new menu, which threw me for a loop, because I go often enough to know what I like, but then didn't know how to make sense of the new menu. Luckily, one of the female Buddhist monks from the temple across the way was able to sit down and help us sort out the types of teas. Then, she showed us how to properly pour the teas and how to drink politely: you set your cup on your flat, upturned left hand, and take the cup between the thumb and pointer of your right. With your right palm open, to hide the cup (and your mouth) you drink. That way, no one can see you drinking. See the picture for a model ; ) After tea, we headed to Kyungsung University area, where there are a lot of bars and cafes. We had a great dinner, and then headed to Cafe Radio, where each month they have an open mic poetry night called Wordz Only. I wrote two new pieces this week about happiness, which I read. A lot of the people I love most in Busan were there, some who read, some who were just there to listen, and it was such a wonderful way to spend my birthday. After that we went around to a few bars, ran into other friends, and met some new friends - including an Interlochen Alum, who was introduced to me by another Interlochen Alum I met here awhile back! Then, a small group of dedicated friends and I headed to norebang (karaoke) in the wee hours of the night/morning and sang our hearts out til the sun began to rise in the sky. At that point, the Seoulites and I piled into cabs and headed back to my apartment to finally get some shut eye. The next day two friends, Shana and Derek, stayed longer. We headed to the fish market and they got some sannakji (raw, fresh cut octopus), oysters, and a couple other seafoods whose names are escaping me. I wasn't feeling very brave, but I worked myself up to trying an oyster with some chili sauce (Ssam-jang) and white kimchee. It wasn't terrible! In fact, it was pretty okay! However, my tongue was a bit tingly, so I might be allergic to seafood...or I'm paranoid after so many years as a strict vegetarian! After our fishy feast we headed to an Italian restaurant that we couldn't get into the night before. We had a second feast of pizza and caprese salad there. Finally, we ended the weekend by heading to a housewarming for a few of my friends, where we got to just relax and talk with good people.

...To the Days Ahead...

So, I'm terrible at staying updated, but I'm grateful to have a place to record all of these moments, which have made my time here so fulfilling. Even if I'm the only person who will ever read this entire post, that's okay, because this blog has become more of a way to store memories than to entertain or share tidbits.

Love to all my friends and family who have made it with me this far - both in my blog, and in my life. It's been an amazing 24 year journey so far, and I'm excited for the path ahead!

~K




Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Time Flies When You're Working Through the Holidays...

People have been asking about my blog because I haven't updated since the end of November, so I'm finally getting down to the task of updating!

I looked at the calendar today and for the first time in weeks the date actually registered and I was shocked. Christmas was a month ago, and it's almost February. Time has been whizzing by this month because I've been working 42-45 hours a week since the end of December. While the students are on winter break from public school, they attend extra classes at our private English school. I'm working 6 days a week, 6 hours a day, plus an extra 3 hours a day 3 mornings a week (for the first two weeks of the break I was working 5 extra mornings, but luckily two classes got combined so I got two mornings off). My Sundays have been my day of much needed rest, though I've managed to go on trips or have auditions or rehearsals most of the Sundays anyway. With so much of my time and energy focused on teaching (which I don't mind, unless other friends remind me of all the time they have off right now) I haven't been keeping up with blogging at all.
It snowed - in Busan!! Granted the snow lasted for less than an hour in my neighborhood, but nevertheless I was tickled pink. The decorative cabbages on the streets looked so pretty with the little flakes of snow that lingered on their leaves.

So, a brief look at the higlights of the last two months:

On December 19th we held the Busan Musical Revue - a night of singing songs from different musicals. As a group we'd been rehearsng for about 2 months (or less?) and it was fantastic to be singing to perform again. I sang a solo piece - "Stars and the Moon," from Songs for a New World, as well as a duet - "What is this Feeling?," from Wicked. We sang two group pieces, "A New World," from Songs for a New World, and "Seasons of Love," from Rent, and I was lucky to have a solo part in each of those pieces as well. It was so invigorating to be back on stage singing, and also left me feeling wistful and nostalgic for the days that I spent filled with songs and rehearsals. My life feels so much more meaningful and vibrant when I get to sing with people and perform, and I miss having that in my life more.
My snowflakes, to keep me in the winter spirit!
For Winter Solstice some friends and I got together and had a cabaret night where we performed and had a potluck. In addition, we raised about $150 for a women's shelter, which was great.
On Christmas Eve, we had a "Dirty Santa" gift exhange, which means you buy a gift, but not for a specific person. Then, you choose numbers and take turns picking a gift. You can choose to steal a gift that the person before you opened, though, which is why the game is "dirty." My friend Carissa was stolen from 4 times, before finally getting that last gift left. If was actually pretty funny to watch. After, the teachers had a pancake night, which we did last year as well, and that was lovely.
We wore these reindeer ears for the week of Christmas.

For Christmas, (after work, because, yes, I worked on Christmas Day again) my friend hosted people for the weekend at her apartment, which is in a small city just north of Busan, but only 2o minutes by bullet train, now, which is great. We had fun playing boggle, eating, and opening gifts together.

For New Years Eve I got off work and headed out to join my friends for a few hours to cheers midnight, but unfortunately had to work early the next morning, so my plans to go to the beach for the New Years Sunrise Festival were kaput. After work I got some much needed rest, because it was also the end of my first week of teaching the extra classes.
That covers the last two months, basically! As for what's on the horizon...
Happily, I have gotten involved with performing again with my free Sundays! Recently we started rehearsing The Vagina Monologues again, as we did last spring. This year we'll be performing at the end of February. I'll be doing two pieces, both special focus pieces that are meant to raise awareness of women's issues in other countries. One piece, called "Say It," is written to honor and tell the story of the "Comfort Women" of South Korea, who were forced into sexual slavery by the Japanese army durin WWII. We will be performing, as we did last year, with a Korean woman speaking in Korean, followed by me, giving the English translation. It's very powerful, and extremely meaningful to our group here in Korea. In addition, I'll be readin a poem written to honor the memory of a woman who helped lead women's rights work in Haiti, before she died in the earthquake. The poem honors her work and draws attention to the unique strugles facing women in Haiti since the earthquake happened. I'm thrilled to be working with an amazin group of women again this year to put on the show, and look forward to bringing awareness to the community in Busan.

Aside from being involved in performing, I'm just working and enjoying my free time reading in coffeeshops and going for walks, or spending time with friends here. I'm looking forward to having more time on my hands in the mornings soon, to hopefully make the most out of my time left in Busan.

Much love to everyone who has taken the time to read this : )

Friday, November 19, 2010

Autumn

This fall has gone by quickly - though that should be no surprise to me since time seems to fly by here. Last year I was so new in the fall that my experiences were more chaotic and I often went along with whatever was happening around me because I didn't really know how to go about things on my own. However, this time around I'd already been here for a year and was able to appreciate things I missed out on last year while learning to say no to other events in order to take more time to relax alone. In October two of my favorite events occurred: the Pusan International Film Festival (PIFF) and the Busan Fireworks Festival. In addition, Halloween is my favorite holiday, and this year my costume made it a very interesting and fun-filled adventure!Juliette Binoche, Oliver Stone, and Moi @ Haeundae Beach

Last year at PIFF I only made it to 3 films and had to pick them at the last minute without fully understanding my options or the process. This year I prepared in advance. What made PIFF even more exciting was the special focus films - groups of films from a specific country or in a specific style which were brought especially for the festival. This year they had 6 films under the title of "Czech Films Now: Cinema of Liberalism." Since I'm heading to the Czech Republic next year to study, with a particular interest in political and social developments relating to the transition out of communism, I was thrilled to see these films available! I was able to get tickets for 3 online and for 2 others in person. I'll have to catch the one I missed once I'm in the Czech Republic, I guess. In addition to the 5 Czech films I also saw films in Korean, Italian, Danish/English, and Kurdish/Turkish. I went to all but two of them alone, and really enjoyed the experience on the whole and will miss it next year when I'm not here - but am looking forward very much to being in a new place next fall!

A couple weeks after PIFF was the Fireworks Festival. Last year we arrived just in time to see the show, and had a decent place to stand. This year I had hoped to arrived earlier in the day to enjoy the pre-show events, but unfortunately had to work until 5pm, and, by the time we got the bus and got through traffic, we ended up arriving even later than we did last year and came from a different direction which left us with a less-than-ideal vantage point. It was still a lot of fun, though, because I've always loved fireworks and the experience of collective enjoyment of said fireworks, so after my initial disappointment I was able to appreciate the experience with new people and a new perspective.

Halloween was a lot of fun this year, and I took my costume seriously. My coworkers and I decided to be notoriously crazy, attention-loving stars. I was Lady Gaga, and they were Amy Winehouse and Kanye West. I spent about 24 hours making my costume from poster board, fabric and electrical tape. I modeled it after the bizarre black and white striped dress that Lady Gaga wears into prison in her music video for Telephone. Most people got it immediately, and I probably had my picture taken at least 100 times by Koreans who recognized the costume and wanted pictures of or with me. The experience made me actually feel like I was surrounded by paparazzi for the night, and helped me to appreicate how little privacy and how much attention stars get all the time. For about 10 minutes it was flattering, then amusing, then annoying, and finally a little unnerving. Overall, though, it was primarily funny and fun to be Lady Gaga for a night.Lady Gaga and Kanye West

I've been spending more time alone than I did last year, in part because many of my friends left around August, but also in part because I have gotten better at listening to myself and knowing that it's okay to say no to a night out or a dinner when what I really want is to rest at home. This is a big deal for me because saying no to social situations is something I was almost incapable of up until about 6 months ago. I feel like this is an area where I have really grown a lot and an important change. While I'm really enjoying spending time with new friends and co-workers, I'm also glad that I'm learning when to put my health and wants first. I enjoy the time I spend with people more now, because I no longer go out just because I feel obligated to or because I want to make people happy or don't want to miss out on something. It's an amazing feeling, to realize that saying no doesn't matter much in the long run, that you might disappoint people at first, but that, realistically, we all need to say no sometimes, it's human. I'm sort of in awe of this new evolution in my personality, so forgive me for going on and on about it!

Anyway, overall life is very good right now. I'm very happy with my job and my co-workers, and looking forward to a new term starting in a couple of weeks. I have some great dinners coming up with good friends to celebrate the fall weather and the upcoming holidays, and I am enjoying cooking fall foods for myself. In the weeks to come I'll be deciding officially whether or not to sign on for three more months, which would mean being here until May, or letting my contract finish as it stands at the end of February. I think I'll be happy with either decision, it's just a matter of weighing the pros and cons.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes

I've written a lot of posts about things I've done and places I've gone here in Korea, but very few about my reactions to life here, or my thoughts on things I see, experience, or question. I'd like to start to shift the focus in my blogs from being anecdotal to being more reflective and ruminative. I hope that anyone who is reading can appreciate this change, and I encourage and look forward to any thoughts or discussions that come out of this shift.
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Pictured:
A view of part of my neighborhood from the intersection near my apartment. Just left of center is the building where I work: prominent, white, tall, and filled with English classes...
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Walking around Busan, I'm amazed at how many things have changed in the last year. Construction seems to be a constant here, making the streets feel like mazes of yellow and orange stripes, ground-covering, and upturned concrete. Dust layers the bricks on the sidewalks and fills in cracks, leaving a thin coating on the bottoms of shoes, which gets tracked inside and makes sweeping necessary more often than seems reasonable. The noise of heavy machinery, cranes, backhoes, drills and shouts act as both alarm and lullaby many days.

I remember when I arrived, the lack of safety precautions around construction sites was one of the stand-out differences I noticed when going through initial culture shock - and it's one of the few things that still stands out in my mind as being "foreign" in a way. While I've come to accept it as a part of life here, I've never really grown used to walking across a street while it is being paved, narrowly avoiding being hit by a bulldozer; or waking up to the sounds of pipes crashing down at the building site next door. This week they painted our garage floor and to help us avoid the wet paint, wooden brooms were laid out to show us where we should jump over it. No signs, just the smell and the possibility of tripping if you aren't looking where you're going.

So on the one hand, the construction strikes me as somewhat disorganized and inconsiderate in its implementation (I recognize my strong bias here). On the other hand, it's remarkably efficient, and because people accept it as a part of life, it gets done without as much fuss (or concern for safety) in a shorter period of time. It's only been a little more than a year since I arrived and yet I can see visible signs of successful projects designed to modernize the cityscape.

It's really interesting to compare the neighborhood I moved into a year ago with the one surrounding me now. New shops have sprung up where mom-and-pop shops were before. New buildings are rising up from the ashes of old buildings, torn down to make room for these changes. For months now they've been painstakingly working to add an elevator to our nearest subway station, which is currently not wheelchair accessible. Today I noticed new signs in the subway pointing the way to get the elevator, though they still have some work to finish before it's up and running. In addition, it seems that in the last two weeks the city has added electronic computer screens to almost all, if not all, of the bus stops, showing the timetable and wait time for every line that runs that way, all in color. Currently, they are also adding what appears to be a turn lane to the street in front of my apartment.

I'm not entirely sure what to make of these rapid developments. Part of me is relieved at the convenience and accessibility of the new additions. However, another part of me feels a twinge of bittersweet sadness that this side of town - which is generally older, a bit more run-down in places, and has a more local and perhaps "authentic" feel to it compared to the northern and eastern parts of the city - is changing to catch up. Something intangible is lost along with the very tangible changes, and as an outsider here, that sense of loss is odd in the sense that I don't really feel I have a claim to the loss I'm feeling. This neighborhood was never mine, I never really understood it, I can't speak the language, I'm not aware of the local gossip or neighborhood events - and yet I feel a kind of anxiety when I sense the additional changes which will further alter people's lives here - for better and for worse.

I am painfully aware of a connection between these changes and my role here in Korea as an English teacher as well. These new projects seem incongruous with their surroundings, and yet they also seem like a necessity if Busan wants to adapt to an expanding population, a changing economy, modern safety standards, and increased mobility of the population here. I see English education here, and thus English teachers, as being both a part of that, and as a parallel project to accompany the physical construction. English is a tool here, a way to achieve upward mobility in education and the workforce; a means to an end. Yet, by incorporating that tool into life here, other changes were inevitable as a result of the emphasis on learning a second language, in particular English, and the influx of foreign teachers to provide this tool.

As foreigners we continue to appear out-of-place in our surroundings, just as the computer screen below my window appears shockingly new next to the aging bus stop beside it, and our presence has irrevocably changed the way Koreans live, work, eat, play, speak, and, arguably, think. The intention, in both cases, was to provide people with a tool to make their lives easier, to achieve a desirable end - but the means are destroying things in the process, whether those things are buildings and streets or people's culture and traditional ways of life.

So I am left with questions, but no answers:
What are we/they gaining, I wonder, that could possibly make up for what we/they are losing?
Certainly there are benefits, but do they outweigh the costs?
Whose goals are we attempting to reach, and whose expectations are we trying to fulfill?
Who decides which changes are good and which are bad, and how many will be enough?
What are we/they willing to sacrifice, and to what ends?
Is the potential for real cross-cultural connection and/or understanding a viable and/or valid justification for any of the sacrifices being made?
What am I doing here that has value, and what am I doing that is detrimental - and do I have control over my role and the footprint I leave behind, or is much of my impact out of my hands?
Does appearance or presence alone have potentially more of an impact than the intention (or the lack of intention) to create change that lies behind that facade?


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From a display at Busan (Yongdusan) Tower comparing Korea in 1954 with Korea in 2010. The top picture is Busan's port in 1954, the bottom is the port as I see it today.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Reaching New Peaks

For Chuseok, the autumn harvest festival, a couple friends and I headed off to Jirisan National Park to hike the tallest peak in mainland South Korea. Although I hadn't trained, or done almost any rigorous physical exercise in awhile, I thought it would be great to get back into hiking, what with all of the gorgeous mountains tempting me here.

We headed out on Tuesday night, since two of us had work despite most of the country already being on holiday. After arriving in Jinju, a city near the Park, we explored the Jinju Fortress and Castle. We had a lovely time just sitting in a green park space, a rare treat since we live in Busan's concrete jungle.

Eventually we had to leave the Fortress and found a "love motel" (cheap motels that are often used by couples for a night because people commonly live with their parents until they're in their 30s here) called Buckingham Palace. We got to sleep late, as we're all used to since we work at hagwons and teach in the evenings. Unfortunately this meant that we overslept and only awoke to the sound of the phone at noon, which we assumed was telling us to get out. We caught a bus and finally made it to the National Park at around 2pm, ready for our 6 hour hike to the shelter where we intended to stay.

A slight drizzle had made us nervous in Jinju, but we told ourselves that it appeared to be letting up to the NW where we were headed: false. As we started up the trail to Daewonsa Temple, the drizzle became a steady rain. We remained in high spirits as we passed beautiful river rapids crashing over enormous rocks with the backdrop of the mountains framing the view. Upon reaching the temple, we stashed our bags in the dry entryway and bowed to thank Buddha for keeping an eye on them before venturing into the rain to explore Daewonsa. The view was breathtaking.

Closing my eyes, I could only hear the female monks chanting afternoon prayers, hitting their hollow-gourd temple bells in rhythm with the rain falling outside. I could have stayed for hours like that.

While walking, a monk gave us fresh mandarins and persimmons - the first I'd seen them this season. The gesture brightened the grey day, and gave us something to look forward to later, since we'd brought very little in the way of food for the trip.

We set off again, up the road to a small village, where the wooded trail began abruptly next to a building, marked simply by a sign:

The sky was beginning to darken, and as we looked down the trail, Carissa expressed the first note of hesitation - but we pressed on. It didn't take long for us to get off the trail a bit, but at that point it was still light, and after a few minutes we managed to find the path again. We each took it at our own pace, Elliot, our hiking pro, racing ahead; Carissa keeping a steady and even pace in the middle, and me bringing up the rear as my asthma began to wheeze into force with the increasing altitude. Such is life.

After about 2 hours the light was so dim that it became difficult to discern perception and distance. Within an hour of that, we could barely see our feet. It didn't take long for us to be thrown into near complete darkness, the rain still beating down on us, aided in it's work by the dripping forest around us. By now, we were sopping wet. I discovered that the raincoat I'd brought had lost some of it's impermeability, leaving my arms covered in a thin layer of rain water under the jacket. The footing was becoming more difficult, and my first flashlight was dying. Elliot had a bright one in front, Carissa had nothing, so was counting on the two of us to light her way some. Then, we got off the trail again.

This time I allowed myself a brief moment to panic, as I was still unsure if the large black shape I'd seen was a Moon Bear (aka the Asian Black Bear) or a big rock, and I didn't want to discover, in the dark and the rain, that it was the former. Luckily, we managed to find the trail again. We climbed rocks using ropes permanently fixed to help climbers, and made our way up ravines and the occasional stair. I tripped at one point and fell face down, but by some miracle managed to be unhurt. Finally, just as my lungs were starting to feel as if they were on fire, we saw a sign for the shelter, 1.1km ahead. We rejoiced, but only for a second, because really, we were miserable by then. Our bags were soaked through, our clothes were sopping wet, and I was stopping every few minutes to keep my lungs from exploding, or at least it felt that way. Then, just as I was about to give up and accept a cold, wet night sitting on a big rock, I heard the faint sound of a generator in the distance. I dragged myself up and made myself move. Ahead I could see stairs, which invariably led to a temporary heaven of sorts. As I began up the steps, I heard my friends call, "Kendra! There's light! I see a light!" (A solar powered light, btw - the whole shelter is run on solar power!) It was the most excruciating staircase I could imagine walking up right then, but I took one last stop for oxygen, and semi-crawled up to the shelter. As I turned around, I could see nothing except mist and darkness where we'd just come from.

Within moments, a Korean man was bombarding us with questions - were we going up to the highest peak that night or staying at this shelter? did we rent flashlights? did we want to? did we have blankets? He was very sweet, and very thoughtful, but I wanted to throw something at him so he'd go away and let me sit and breathe and just appreciate being alive and making it 1,490km uphill in the dark in 5 hours. In the end he was very helpful in dealing with the ranger, who chose to communicate with us by yanking at our wet clothes and gesturing hurriedly that we remove them immediately. He also poked around my bag, and seemed dissatisfied with our general existence, but I think I would have immediately disliked anyone who met me in those moments after that hike. I explained in very poor Korean that we wanted to find water first, that we understood about taking off our wet things, and that we needed 2 blankets, not 2 blankets per person, which he initially charged us for.

Finally, after what felt like ages, he let us be, and we managed to peel off our soaking wet layers and get into semi-dry clothes. Only then did Carissa and I finally express how miserable we'd each felt during the last leg of the hike, and how relieved we were to have made it up. We made a meal of the few beers we'd picked up at the village, the various nut mixes we'd brought along, my beloved "Dubu Sna -kuh" (Tofu Chips), hard boiled eggs, the oranges from the temple, and a few Chuseok treats Elliot had gotten in China recently. It felt like a well-deserved feast.

That night I barely slept with the cacophony of snoring coming from the men's bunk beneath ours (women got the loft). My travel pillow had gotten soaked in the rain, too, so it was difficult to get comfortable enough to remain asleep for long. This made it much easier to rouse myself at dawn to prepare for the day's journey ahead. We packed up and set off for the highest peak, Cheonwangbong, at 1,915km, and approximately another 4 hour hike from the shelter.

The second day began brighter and better than the first, and happily it stayed that way. Around one of the earliest bends in the trail, we came across a stunning view of the mountains and valleys, with the mist dipping across them and then subsiding as the sun rose higher into the clear blue sky. It almost made the misery of the previous night fade.

Not long into the hike, a Korean, who introduced himself by his English name, Tim, joined us. He thought we'd left a pair of sandals, so he'd brought them with him to give to us. Unfortunately they actually belonged to the ranger, who'd let us borrow them to walk to the bathroom in the dark. Still, he was so kind to have brought them that we just thanked him and put off deciding what to do about them.

As we went on, we got back into the routine from the night before, each picking our own pace again. Tim and I ended up being pretty evenly matched - or he pretended to be, because he insisted on staying with me, and keeping an eye on me. At first it was disconcerting, but with time his company became welcome and it felt like added security and companionship. We both stopped often to catch our breath and to take in the view. He'd been there numerous times before, and knew the trail well. We talked some, but generally kept our focus on the hike. We shared food and chatted some whenever we caught up with the other two. In addition, he gave me advice about which path to take going down the mountain - the one that was longer, but would take less time and was less steep. Later on, this advice proved true and led us on a less-traveled, more scenic walk than the alternative. If I ever meet Tim again, I'll have to thank him.

Eventually we reached the top, and in that moment the events of the night before seemed worth every bit of the effort. Knowing that my relatively weak lungs and body had pushed on and that I'd made it, on my own, to the top of this stunning mountain peak left me feeling a rush of pride unlike any I've felt in awhile. It also made me realize that I need to do this more often - push my physical boundaries to the limits and challenge myself to accomplish tasks are physically daunting to me - because the payoff is so worth the work required.

As I gazed out across the landscape, I couldn't imagine wanting to be anywhere else in the world. It's that kind of feeling that I think we should strive for in life. I realized that I feel that way in general here most of the time. With each day I am more and more sure that coming to Korea and staying longer in Korea were the right choices. While I am deeply excited to start grad school in a year, and to begin a new part of my life in a new part of the world, I am also so happy living in the present, in Busan, right now.

Monday, August 23, 2010

A Trip to the Countryside

It's been awhile since my last post, and I didn't mean to leave things hanging with the somewhat depressing typhoon business. This last month I was working a lot, and didn't have time to do much of anything, or to blog about it.

That month has passed, and life is looking up again. The weather has been sunny and hot, which I don't mind if I can enjoy it, but which can be gross when you're just trying to go about a normal day.

This weekend I was able to really get out and enjoy the weather on a lovely trip to the countryside. I met some friends in Jinha, a beach town about 2 hours up the east coast from Busan. It took longer to get there with all of the bus transfers, but it was well worth the travel time. I was able to take some pictures of the beautiful landscape on the bus to the beach and appreciate sights I don't get to see in Busan. Women and men tending to their gardens and farms, streams and ponds nestled at the foot of lush green mountains, and charming villages sprawling the hills. It was breathtakingly beautiful at times.

I arrived at the beach too late in the afternoon to legally swim - they make everyone get out of the water at 6pm and put up signs that say "no swimming." It makes me crazy, since the sun doesn't go down until after 7pm, and the sun is still warm enough to make swimming appealing in the evening. I've heard it's because swimming lessons are rarer here than in the US, so more people who use the beaches are unable to actually swim, but I've gotten no real confirmation on this, only speculation from Koreans and foreigners alike.

The girls I was meeting and I were set to stay in a minbak - basically an empty, unfurnished apartment that you can rent for the night (or longer, I imagine). Bed sheets and some pillows are provided, as well as dishes in the kitchen and soap in the kitchen and bathroom. Air con and fans are also present, and there was a washing machine that we didn't use. We had two rooms to sprawl out in for sleeping as well. The place was much nicer than my own apartment!

We had a great night, just hanging out and chatting, with a few memorable moments. Notably, we decided to head to the TINY amusement park set up near the beach, which had 3 rides and bumper cars. A group of us decided to brave "The Trampoline" - a circular ride where people sit around the inner edge of the circle and hold on tightly to the metal bars behind you and have no seatbelt or other saftey measures to keep you in your seat. Three people fell off into the center and the sadistic man who was in control of the machine had a grand time making them work to get back to the sides. I was wearing a dress over my swimsuit, which he exploited by making sure each time I got up to the top he made the machine bounce high enough for everyone below to see up my dress. Same thing happened to another girl we came with. We know this because he said, in Korean, "You don't understand what I'm saying so..." and would proceed to explain his intentions. Lovely man, really. Of course, with a group of 10 women, we had a few who did understand his Korean, quite well, and were able to relay his messages back to those of us who understood less. Anyway, it was quite an experience. I got a good arm workout from trying desperately to cling to the bars behind me so I wouldn't fall into the middle, or, worse, fly over the side and die. A friend was holding on so tightly that she ended up with serious bruising on her arm where it kept hitting the metal she was grasping. In other words, it was the safest and most fun amusement park ride I've ever been on, and I'm sure it would meet with US regulation standards...NOT. Still, it was an experience I'll remember!

After the scary ride, we headed for Norebang and sang our hearts out before taking a late night stroll on the beach. In the morning we returned and had a lovely afternoon at the beach. I got a little sunburned on my shoulders but it's already disappearing a day later. The water was cool and refreshing, and the sun was hot. Perfect beach day.

I was planning to take the bus home, but one of the girls had mentioned that she had room on the back of her motorbike, and that she'd be taking the country roads along the coast to get back to Busan. I was a little bit afraid, actually, of being on a motorbike in Korea, where the driving has always been something I wince at, but the idea of seeing more of the countryside up close was too irresistible. I'm glad I took the chance, because we had a great trip back, getting a bit lost in tiny towns and neighborhoods and seeing stunning views of the ocean and coastal towns. I have to say it was one of the most beautiful road trips I've ever taken, and being on the back of a bike was exhilarating. Feeling the sea breeze wash over you as you zoom over mountains and alongside fishing wharves - it was unforgettable. I'm so grateful to have had the chance to see the seaside that way. We stopped for a bite to eat when we got back into town, with a view of the almost-full moon rising over the beach.

If I'd forgotten at any time this summer why I'd decided to stay here longer, this weekend reminded me and made me absolutely sure that choosing to spend another six months here was the right choice. : )